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Site by Megan 2006-2008. All content © Lisabee.org unless otherwise stated. Layout by Sara. Smilies from Beccary. |
| It's My Birthday |
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...for another few hours anyway. I didn't get online until late evening because of my school's stupid, STUPID computer. Now I can barely turn it on anymore because there's something wrong with the cord. So I didn't do school today. I almost didn't post anything at all because on top of today being what it is, all my regular problems, and this goddamn laptop I was just too depressed. My great aunt Cynthia gave me my card today with $40 and Bonnie's card to me arrived with a pathetic $20. I expected 40 from Cynthia because that's what I've been getting over the past few years, but I guess Bonnie is still angry with me for yelling at her a few months ago and she's trying to punish me. I'm surprised she even remember though considering last year she forgot. Cyndy I'm sure forgot my birthday (though she always seems to remember hers, as to be expected considering her apartment is full of pictures of herself). I'll at least get $40 from her unless the idiot gets me another worthless giftcard like she did for Christmas (to a place I couldn't even get to). I didn't expect a lot but I'm way off from even the lowest target range. As of today 60 f'ing dollars, and this is for someone who doesn't get actual presents. So the grand total of my "new computer fund" is $240. Way back in the day Cyndy did have a savings account for me (college fund I think) but I'm sure that's long gone by now. I will have killed myself before I get computer. Does this sound dark or ungrateful to you? Well poor you then. Why should I be happy? Why should I celebrate my birthday? Celebrate the worst day (and first day) of my life? I regret the day I was born every waking moment. My mom is picking up my cake tomorrow, the only reason I'm looking forward to that is because I want to eat and eat and eat. Sometimes I'd like to starve myself to death, but I have no self control. Read more? Posted on Jul 25 2008 by Megan + 0 Comments
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| This Summer Fight Fire With Fire |
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There's less than a half an hour left until Avatar: The Last Airbender - Sozin's Comet! SQUEE! It only just hit me earlier today that this is it, similar to when the last Harry Potter book came out, it didn't really hit me until the last few weeks. It took even longer for Avatar for the realization to sink in. This is really a jam packed month. The Sukuran OVA, Avatar finale, Gunslinger Girl OVA titles were released, it was announced that R2 will be the end of the Code Geass anime, School Rumble manga is coming to an end, and at the very end of the month, my birthday. I'll post what I thought about the Avatar series finale after finishes. Only 20 minutes left! --> ... OMFG and &^&$$#$#! None of this is going to be very together, I'm just writing things as I think of them. The first part (hour one) felt kinda slow, and the second part (hour two) felt a rushed though. Jun was really cool, I was so with Toph when she said she liked her just from like 5 seconds. My poor beloved Azula, I cried twice. I wish they could have shown her one last time, she's my OTL (Triela from the anime/manga Gunslinger Girl is in second place). And I WAS RIGHT above her fire surfing, it just wasn't in the Azula/Zuko commerical. I don't like how Sokka was being stupid near the end and making fun of Ozai, and Ozai all drooling on the ground. LOL poor Zutara shippers got a big Kataang kiss at the end! I'm not really a shipper, my favorite ship (non canon) got killed off a few episodes ago (Azula-Man, lol). I didn't LOVE Sozin's Comet, but I get to see it again on Nick2. I get to see my beloved decend into madness a second time. Damn that Mai and Ty Lee, they don't even care what they did to poor Azula. I think Zuko and Iroh are so shortsighted, they just don't see how life has been for her. All they think (and a lot of Avatar fans) she's evil and crazy, and that's just the way it is. Zuko doesn't even look upset when he sees Azula flip out and start crying after Katara tied her up. Someone on AvatarSpirit.net had it right, Iroh said he didn't want to fight Ozai because of how history would look at it, but he told him in book 2 and again in the finale to take her down (the way he says it in this one even implies "destroy her." It's like her sort of feels history is repeating itself with the siblings and he wants Zuko to take her down because he wants to do the same with his sibling - like he's fighting vicariously through him. I'd like to get into it more, but I can't explain it. The music playing during Azula's fight with Zuko was amazing, so beautiful and painful. That was my favorite part. Toph was pretty great in the finale, I use to think she was such a spoiled brat, but I have to say I LOVE the Melon Lord! Oh, and Majin_Koenma on AvatarSpirit.net can go DIE! (Along with anyone else who dares to hate/insult my favorite character). GRR! I didn't get to see it again, right when it was about to get to Into the Inferno the power went out! And it didn't come back on until almost 12:30 and by then the Agni Kai was coming to an end! This sucks, I hope they replay it. I'll have to get the DVD just for that (though I want the first (?) one of book 3 too, for The Headband, and The Beach. Posted on Jul 19 2008 by Megan + 0 Comments
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| Azula/Zuko Commerical |
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I am really sick of hearing people say that the Azula/Zuko commerical doesn't exist or calling it a rumor because not only did I manage to catch it, it was the second Avatar commercial I saw after finally getting cable back. It was sometime between I just had to get that off my chest because it was seriously getting on my nerves. Now, I got internet back on Saturday (not Tues like I was supposed to) and I've been too depressed to post anything. When I get a little more energy I'll write about this place and what's happened. Posted on Jul 09 2008 by Megan + 0 Comments
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| BRB |
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I'm going to Cynthia's in about an hour. The movers will be coming tomorrow to get everything, and the internet will be hooked up at our new place late Wednesday. Posted on Jun 30 2008 by Megan + 0 Comments
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| Moving Again |
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My mom called the movers on Tuesday to get a definite date so now we know we're moving on the first. I'll be going over to Cynthia's on Monday, then all I have to do is walk down the street from there and I'm at the new place. We're not getting the internet and cable hooked up until Wednesday though, so I'm going to be going crazy on Tuesday and part of Wednesday. Hopefully my mom will be there when the Comcast guy comes because last time she wasn't and the idiot didn't do what he was supposed to. He was supposed to put cable in the living room and my room, and internet in the dining room and my room and he only put the internet in the dining room. Stupid PACyber updated their site to say they're not renewing their current anti-virus license and that those using it have to call the tech department and have them install their new software. So now I'm probably going to have to delete everything off here (zip it, upload it, and then delete it) or else they'll see everything I've got on here. I'm going to have to uninstall a bunch of crap too. About 60GB worth of stuff in the end! Not that I'm ever in the good mood, but that pretty much ruined Posted on Jun 26 2008 by Megan + 0 Comments
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| Plugged In |
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I’m really into technology so I love all different types of gadgets. With so many out there it can be hard to find the best ones, so I always check out the latest gadget reviews before commiting to anything. I also love to browse through collections of cute new cell phones and mp3 players as well as digital cameras because I love taking pictures. Most important when looking for a gadget is quality though, because it’s cute doesn’t mean it works the best. 10 Ten lists are a great resource when trying to find first-rate tech. Posted on Jun 26 2008 by Megan + 0 Comments
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| Disaster Averted |
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I just got some stupid malware on my schools computer about an hour ago. Stupid file went right by the virus protection. The notice popped up in the bottom right hand corner saying such and such is attempting to modifiy the registry, allow it or not of course I said no, but it unpacked itself anyway. It installed a blue desktop with a message saying something like "Warning! Spyware or virus detected on your computer. Please install anti-virus to clean computer," and a screensaver with bugs eating the desktop. Thank God system restore worked! I set it to yesterday morning and the stupid thing was gone. It was terryfing though, and it came out of nowhere. Posted on Jun 24 2008 by Megan + 0 Comments
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| I'm Feeling Random, How Bout You |
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Yesterday the cat fell down the stairs, today I did. I didn't so much fall though as slid or bounced, and I finally stopped myself at the bottom by smashing my elbow into the stairs (unintentionally). I finally mustered up some strength to struggle through school, but I am definitely not having one of my rare good days or even a good moment. My lying mother made me angry again yesterday. On weekends she goes over to Matt-freaks, and thank God for it because that means they're not here so I can actually go where I want instead of staying holed up in my room the whole time. But then she'll call in the evening (on Sundays usually, but sometimes on Saturdays) and says she'll be home in an hour and of course she doesn't come. Usually she ends up not coming home at all and the next day says "I'm sorry I fell asleep," or "I'm sorry, I wasn't feeling well," though she usually prefers to use the latter when we're supposed to do something like go to the movies. This time she did end up coming home at 9:30 (she had called at 7) and brought me a TV dinner and went to bed. I get so angry with her and hate her and say that I'm not going to talk to her, but I'm alone most of the time and rarely get to talk to anyone else that words soon start spilling out.  I watched episode 11 of R2 (loved the ending, Anya is cuter and Gino more likeable every episode) a little while ago though I only just now remembered to update my anime list. Alucard won a few rounds ago at The Best Vampire Fan Club Ever, but I'm not voting this time because Seras Victoria is up and I can't stand her, the anime her anyway, I've never read the manga. I've downloaded scanlations of the first volumes of Gunslinger Girl and School Rumble but I haven't got around to reading them yet. I've also added a SR countdown to the others for the Sangakki OVA release. Hopefully someone will be subbing it (Wannabe???) it'd suck to be stuck watching to RAWs and having no idea what they're saying like what happened with Gunslinger Girl: Il Teatrino. Posted on Jun 23 2008 by Megan + 0 Comments
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